Him..?

I know one guy.. I know him on myspace. And i just wanna know him..Act, i dont ever aspect that we gonna have this serious relationship.. Then.. We first met at jusco. haha..
hurm... He such a cute, kind and sweet guy. Eventhough we were in the relationship, but he was not mine.. Ever be mine. weird ryte.? Kinda.. But this is the fact.. He took a very serious in relationship.. We always fighting.. Fight bout nonscene, silly, stupid thing.. huh.? But, no matter what.. I hope we'll stay like this to the end. I love u. Since the first i met you.. And my feeling towards you never be fade away... NEVER..That i promise you. After many guy i met, you were the one i never forget.. You are very special to me. U are not such like the other guy that i have met. u are different. Im not kidding or joking or what.. But this is the truth. This is the fact.. You are not like the others.. My feeling towards you and others guys are very different..But i dont really know what type of different.. Dont know how to explain it...I love the way u stared at me and the way u cared bout me..There's something extraordinary on you.. i still rmmber when we were fighting... That day you were very stress.. Only god know how i feel on that time.. huh..?? Am i stupid.? Stupid cause waiting something that i cant never and ever take as mine.. Just dreaming that u can be mine one day.. be yours..? huh..? Dreaming .. erm...... Still u rmmber the day that we spent our night together,. Walking in the night..Talking bout our life..? huh. That was a very sweet time. n i'll never ever forget that moment.. erm... . Who am i... In your life.? Sometime u threat me like yours n smtimes not.. Smtimes u act like we were nthg.. Act like u never know me. Never notice bout me.. uh.. U only need me on the times that u need me the most,.. But if not..U just throw me in the fucking barrel.. huh.. Is that what im suppose to be in your life?.. I know its complicated dear. but its almost 1 year we know each other.. Is that still a cmplicated relation..? huh... Im not rushing or what.. I just dun want others take u from me. OK. huh.. Thats all.. huh.. Im so scared.. Im not like the other hot girl. Im just an ordinary girl.. huh.. Is that what u see in me. ? Only the outside.. huh.? huh... Whtever.. its very cmplicated.. Im not trying to ruins your life. or want to make trouble of your life. I just need u to be apart of my life. My life sucks without u.. U know that ryte. I need u the most in my lilfe. U're the only can change my life. U're the only one i love. Not the other. U told me before to find some1 else. But.. I've been stubborn.. I dont want to. ok.. huh.. To keep away from u.? Just feel like hell.. Even im in the heaven, My life is hell without u dear.. huh.. But now... i've been suprised. Today we're like extraordinary like before.. Everything its just like before.. Return back to the past. huh...??? Sweet dreams that turn to nightmare. Then turn to the sweet dreams again and its go on... Is that u want it suppose to be.? erm.... I guess not... or.. Did we have to be apart. Cause we're not meant together.. huh.... WHAT.........??????? Can some1 tell me how its gone be end.? When.? huh..

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